I Am My Ancestors
I Am My Ancestors, The Old Country and In America, is a two-part photo project that explores personal heritage, identity and immigration from Eastern Europe to the United States.
Having never met my paternal grandparents, this work mixes fiction with reality in an attempt to portray my ancestors’ lives. Using documentary style photography and self-portraiture, I role-play an imagined life in my ancestral homeland, Romania, and that of my grandmother as a recent immigrant to America. On one side, my character is a visitor to a traditional lifestyle in Europe, and on the other, she is my grandmother dropped into my current, American Southwest, lifestyle. Both find themselves as awkward outsiders trying to fit in. Yet, as the character in these photos, I become a part of my relatives’ lives and they become a part of mine.
This work presents an opportunity to connect with ancestors that I never knew, to understand myself in relation to a culture that, although mine, I never experienced, and to question the forces that make us who we are.
I Am My Ancestors:
In America
After she immigrated to the U.S. from Romania, my grandmother found many challenges and some pleasures to her new life there. Within three years, she was a widow with two children to raise. She didn't speak much English, so finding employment was difficult. She worked in the cotton mills and cleaned railroad cars. She depended on her young son, my father, to supplement the family income by selling apples door to door and searching for scrap metal on the tracks. Forging for food in the neighborhood provided much needed nutrition.
She never learned to drive, or even rode in a car, so walking was her mode of transport. Until she discovered the Metro. Her daughter also discovered Vogue Magazine there. She didn't understand graffiti or tattoos, but she made many friends throughout the community. Her pleasures included cooking, spending Sunday afternoons at a friend's house, or having picnics under the glorious Palo Verde tree.
Take these stories and images with a grain of salt. Although based on certain facts, I am acting out possible scenarios of a grandparent I never knew.
Ship's Manifest
New Home
American Laundry
Raking the Xeroscape Yard
Drying Food
Pecan Haarvest
Gathering Grapefruit
Meager Meals
Reminiscence
Mother's Cookbook
Discovering Nopales
Sunday Shopping
Dusting the Metro
Work Bucket
End of Shift
Yard Work
Language Study
Covering Graffiti
Neighbors
Needle Wielders
Dad and Bunica's Portrait on desk
Dad's Diary "I remember mother..."
Walking the Rail
Apples for Sale
On the Footbridge
Beginner's English
Hanging Bag
Vogue at the Metro
Under the American Flag
Christmas Gifts
Waiting
A Wedding & a Funeral
Pregnant Teen
Picnic Under the Palo Verde
I Am My Ancestors:
The Old Country
The fall that Andrei was four and Vasile had his first exhibit, I traveled to Romania to make pictures and explore my family heritage. It was October, green, gold and orange, just after the harvest. The pumpkins had been gathered, wood piled for the winter, and the bounty of apples and pears transformed into glasses of fiery țuica. My hosts, Ileana and Petru, welcomed me to their home and invited me to experience their village life. I immersed myself into the culture and into the photographs themselves. Chores needed attending each day, as did children and animals. I followed in the footsteps of a grandmother I never knew, living the lifestyle of rural, northern Romania.

Walking Into the Picture

Adjusting a Haystack

Yellow Door

Morning in the Beautiful Room

Milking

Sweeping by the Orange Wall

Splitting Wood with Toy Axe

Cooking Squash

Exploring the Barn

Laundry Service

Andrei Outside

Drying His Clothes

Raking the Apple Orchard

Hanging the Hand-Made Rugs

Fall Harvest

Red Dot

Roxy in Her Finest

Muddy Footpath

Gathering Produce

An Offering

Done for the Day

Walnut Harvest

Red Pot

Cooking with Ileana

Rising Dough

Tending the Beanfield

Talking with Matusha

Weeding Unfamiliar Graves

Passage

New Fruit
